~*~Nikki~*~ (chickiebabie) wrote,

back for now

Ive been debating starting journaling again. im just going to give it a shot... no compy so all of this is going to be done on my phone. excuse spelling grammar and whatever else cause i know this is basically for myself. to keep my mind straight.

update: found a great man i would say my soulmate but if i did i would vomit in my mouth. 2 kids. Z is now 2 and V is 6 months. just got married last weekend and yes he is their father. life is great on paper. i recently became a stay at home mom. its mind numbingly stressful and not at all what i thought it would be. but i love watching my boys grow and being there with them every step of the way.

my husband (whoa, i have a husband) has been struggling with seizures for the past 2 years. I have been trying to stay positive but after all the drs and apts and bills and stress.  we still find ourselves without answers. i myself have been fighting my owm demons in the ways of post partum depression.  i have yet to say it to anyone for fear of judgement.

my life is like anyone elses. ups downs and twists but i feel like at least here i have an outlet. thinking about starting another journal. something new. about me now and unlittered with the past. hm. maybe

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